it's been way too long and for the past few months, i've been saving drafts only to copy and paste them to tumblr. if i had to choose, i would probably exhibit the Libran in me by being absolutely fickle. i should have used that as my weakness in the previous interview.

the past few months have been on a minor downhill. a part of me has gone numb and i will not put on my brave face and tell everyone how strong i can be. no, i am starting to believe that i have reached my weak point where most things that i get excited about are slowly becoming so vague. i don't want to exaggerate but i think each one of us goes through their own "recessions" and right now i'm at that point.

"babe, come to melbourne with me. just cool off and see something new."
i've packed my bags. i'm ready to do an Elizabeth Gilbert (or something like that ;) )

a toast

to undivided family love, everlasting friendships, love and be loved & red velvet cake (:

happy valentines! <3

Bruised

sometimes, i wish there was a stronger wall within me.

tears & fears, all over again.
i just lost my self-belief & willpower.

don't need another perfect lie

dinner by jay on sunday night. them was korean and boy did we stuff ourselves. 7 of us at the table, and almost everything wiped clean. dad opened richard hamilton's lot 148 which was pretty goood (: family dinners don't come by often, having everyone around was such a blessing (:

                          

 

 monday was spent with ss & st. of gossips & cheerleading videos (: times are always goood with them!

& after so many months, finally got

my little norway into it's housing. did

the jigsaw myself and prepared the housing, just to challenge myself. it's going on the wall near the daybed.

bestfriend & i made our trip to levain. this was the most epic

of our many crazy trips. an hour to get there after rounding and losing our way.
at least we got to see a bit of the city we are so alien in ;)
of stuffing ourselves silly with yummy bread, secrets, preppy princess, maxi dresses & colourful bears!
wheee bestfriend lovee (:

 nursing a stomach flur is never fun :( nevertheless, got that tiny strength to make apple crumble pie for the family. it's more of the simple types, no cooking of apples like how mum does it. i'm beginning to follow "express" ways as how n.l puts it (: tooo bad my stomach is just rejecting anything i see sigh.

i simply adore the innocence of kids. was talking to my godsister's children at their open house yesterday and they were unbelievably chatty, sharing stories about school and friends. i think they are the only two kids whom i've seen since they were tots, watched them grow and boy, 10 years sure fly by fast. the way they express things, whether boys or toys, or even becoming a young lady, is interesting. i think i spent most of my time talking to them rather than the adults (: ahh, makes me cherish my childhood days where i was just as carefree, living in my own barbie doll world. i was such a spoilt brat when i was younger, always wanting things my way. truth be told, it was my sister who always made me think twice about others. i really miss childhood, but i guess i can always embrace the child in me right?

currently eating my fav choki choki from the sundry shop behind.
and i wasn't the one who bought it ;)

Little Meets

mum & i slept our butts off till about half an hour ago. such a funny moment when she saw me coming out of the room door with eyes half opened before we stared at each other and said "you just woke up too!?". lunch date with mum will always be good. i know she's gonna bombard me later with her feng shui research (;

KM's open house was on Thursday night and it was sooo good! Just the usual us over food and gambling. whenever I'm at KM's house, I have to be there with an empty stomach and leave with two (: met up with ss & ed for lunch the next day, something like a CNY reunion for us. slipped off my mind that it was a Friday and the lunch jam was horrendous. nevertheless, canton food was so gooood, till I tapau-ed their special sweet sauce because ed believes I can finish the whole packet on its own like it was some soft served ice cream -.-

parted ways with them before looking for mae & aaron who were back from the States at the curve and whisking of to mae's rented apartment. spent a good 3 hours over our take away Valencia Frappuccino (double for someone) just updating our lives and yes, revisiting our past again. mae was a senior I met at church and I remembered, we clicked over our liking for...milo powder. of gossips, criteria lists, reversal & guitar moments (: was out with aaron again for drinks and got the biggest surprise at the table. A lily stalk, & matt who has gotten into shape! (: a night of people oogling, letting ourselves loose & friendship tests. it's either matt was really lucky he's back in shape or girls were just looking at his car keys. nevertheless, a really good nite with them before they leave for home.

gooood week of food and friends, never too much of it :)

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